more of those whom i love..

I love all of them..

I've been trying to let it go
Trying to keep my eyes closed
Trying to keep it just like before
The times we never even thought to speak
Don't wanna tell you what it is
Oh wee.. it felt so serious
Got me thinking just too much
I wanna set it off, but
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This 1 thing my soul may be feeling
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
It's this 1 thing that caught me slippin
It's this 1 thing I want to admit it
This 1 thing and I was so with it
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
Hey, we don't know each other well
So what?
I keep thinking to myself
Memories just keep ringing bells ,
Oh Hear voices I don't wan to understand
My car keys are jingling in my hand
My heart feels a clicking towards your door
Maybe I just can't believe it
It's this one thing you did
I can't deny, tired of trying
nothing left to do but keep on seeing you
I'm hoping you can keep a secret
For me,
for me,
for me
But what you did, yeah

~R.I.P Wak Zizah~

Wak zizah,
my only regrets is to never hug u tight enough..
i missed your cranky jokes..
miss the way you scold wak nasir in your joking manner..
miss the way you laugh...
miss the funny and 'dirty' sms jokes u sent..
Just almost all that you are..
I really only wished, you had been strong enuf to defy all those sickness you encountered..
If only you had heeded the doctors advise..
If only you had told someone abt what you were suffering from...
If only you had seeked treatment earlier..
See, i'm sorry i didnt cry a lot..
but that i did cry cuz my love ones are gone..
In less than 2 weeks time,
Its arwah grams kinah 1st year death anniversary..
I regret you didnt live long enough to see your grandchild being born..
Nana is due next month...
i'm missing grams evryday..
and now,
you have joined the list..

Wak zizah,
i really pray for your well being up there..
i pray that your life down under is 'tenang'..
i pray for your well being in the after life..
i pray to god to lessen your burden over there..
If you meet grams, could you please send my wishes to her...
I'm gonna miss you peeps alot..

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, maafkan la hamba mu ini ya allah..
kurniakan mereka ketenangan di alam mu ya allah..
bebaskan mereka dari siksaan kubur ya allah..
semoga roh roh mereka dicucuri engkau ya Allah..AMIN..

~WAK ZIZAH~

another day has passed without me ever forgetting to pray for her better health.. jus woke up as a matter of fact.. Mom jus told me we're going to the hospital at 4. Haiz.. pajin, b strong ait..if u need a grp hug again, me & nisa sure will be there.. See u later in a while, we gonna tapao u some food from home..

Yesterday was quite a tiring day..after my work at 6pm, went straight to the hospitall. adik was waiting there for me. Daddy, Mummy, mak, abah, wak nasir, pajin, abg G and nana.. had my dinner there.. & i was pretty apalled when gastric struck me at ard 11 at night.. while awaitin for turn to go in & see wak zizah in the ICU unit, all of us outsidethe door were sharing some stories to talk abt, till nisa suddenly isolate herself.. told pajin, somethings up with her cuz her eyes got teary and her mood started to swing..told jinthat i think she's getting all wired up due to her over-speculating guy..I could see that she was trying her best in the effort of working out her realtionship.. but it seems he's not..haha.. he keeps texting her funny query text.. no wonder she got really upset.. it's always the same prob over & over again.. She was crying badly till jin & me talked it out with her.. PLUS a grp hug.. Adik ku sayang..clear yer mind okiez.. kakak promise to be there for you all the time.. but promise one thing, dun show yr temper to me...hehe..

After that, me, wak nasir, jin, nisa went for a night supper at adams corner at bendemeer for some prata b4 heading back home..

Suddenly i miss all my cousins really bad..
eLFIE, yAN, AFIQ
zAFFRI, zAHREN, iJAL, AbG aJID,
bOBOY, fAIZAL, etC.

DUN WORRY, ME AND NISA COMING UP WITH A PLAN FOR US..

After finished work to day, i went to TTS to visit wak zizah.. so sad on hearing that her health has taken for the worse... Pajin said all her organs are failing.. i saw that her eyes are very yellow..i really pray for the best for her health.. Its so sad to see her lying in the ICU with all the isolation procedures...
Be strong pajin..Be strong wak nasir..
We feel the pinch too...She has been very sporting. love her to bits..hugs..

juz a fav song...

SunshineI can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine

We don't have to be in love (love)
We can just be friends!
I will be right there, beginning to the end!
I can bring my girls (girls), you can bring your friends (friends)
We can both have fun, don't want this stuff to end!

You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
and start a new relationship with you.
This's what you do.
Think about a ring of other things
that come my way to make me, to make me. You make me wanna leave the one I'm
with and start a new relationship with you. This's what you do. Think about a
ring of other things that come my way to make me, to make me.


Before anything come between us you were like my best friend.
The one I used to run and talk to when me and my boy was having problems.
You used to say it'llbe okay.
That's just the little nice things that you do.
And when I go home at night and lay me head down all I seem to think about was you.


You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
and start a new relationship with you.
This's what you do.
Think about a ring of other things that come my way to make me, to make me.
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with and start a newrelationship with you.
This's what you do. Think about a ring of other things that come my way to make me, to make me.


It was bad. If you are the one that hooked us up.
Knowing it shouldn't been you!
You where sad that I loved a waterfall instead you.
What should I do. Should I:Tell my Baby: "bye, bye!"?
Should I, Do exactly what I feel inside?
Should I, I don't want to go, I don't need to stay, but I really need to get ittogether.

At this point, the situation is outa control. I never ment to hurt him but I gotto let em go. And he may not understand it, while all the things that is goingon. I tired ,I tried, but the feeling is just to strong.You make me wanna...


Baby....Nothin else matters... hehe.. (i dunno whats with me and that song)

Its already 2 months passed,
This strong force seems to emerged out of a normal bondage..
So strong is the reaction that i myself got tied..
Where does this bondage stands..?
I can never answer it..
For i am so afraid of the possible outcome..
What will it lead to..?
Where will it lead to..?
Oh dear beholder,
Am i unforgiven for this circumstance...?
lets just leave this question hanging baby...
for i believe,
we'll be much happier..
& nothing else matters..

BBG2TCB

selamat pengantin bahru abang zamree...

today was my off day.. had followed amril to his ex schoolmates baby ceremony at jurong.. after that he sent me to TTS and made his way to work..

Went to visit auntie zizah again... she looks much better today.. she could even smile at wak nasir's jokes..hhe.. that looks better.. at least could see some life in her.. i really pray that she gets better..

At ard 9pm, i asked wak nasir if i could follow them to Abg zamri's wedding...(felt a lil awkward as my parents were not going) i went though, cuz i really missed my big bro.. no matter what had happened.. That one above is a picture of him and his wife..err... i didnt catch her name..haha.. un-intentionally... wak mad was happy to see me.. haiz.. Tha last he saw me was when grams was on her death bed.. last year april 2005.. that long..Wak yah seems nice too.. hehe.. i miss my family.. i really pray and wished the whole family will 'berdamai'.. that is my bigest wish.. nomatter what had happened in the past..

And to my shock, i saw one of faizans bandmate of sourgrapes, i think he's rizal..keke.. called faizan to ask him to ask rizal what he was doing at my cousins wedding..(kpo rite me).. As it turns out, it was his relative as well.. what a small world thi world is...
And there after, i mingled with most of my cousins..Will show u guys the pictures,3










Thats me and cutie faz.. taken at TTS










Posing with wak nasir next to wak zizah's bed.. hehe amacam lu brotha???




















Me and zahir...Long time didnt catcha bro!!!

Lay beside me,tell me what they have done.
And speak the words I want to hear
to make my demons run.
The door is locked now,
but it's opened if you're true.
If you can understand the me,
then I can understand the you.

Lay beside me, under wicked sky.
Through black of day, dark of night,
we share this paralyze.
The door cracks open,
but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still,
but there's no sun shining through.
No, there's no sun shining through.
No, there's no sun shining.


What I've felt, what I've known.
Turn the pages, turn to stone.
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

Yeah.What I've felt, what I've known.
Sick and tired, I stand alone.
Could you be there?'
cause I'm the one who waits for you.
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Come lay beside me.This won't hurt, I swear.
She loves me not, she loves me still,
but she'll never love again.
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone.

Black heart scarring darker still.
Yeah, she'll be there when I'm gone.
Yeah, she'll be there when I'm gone.
Dead sure she'll be there.

What I've felt, what I've known.
Turn the pages, turn to stone.
Behind the door.Should I open it for you?
Yeah.What I've felt, what I've known.
Sick and tired, I stand alone.
Could you be there?
Cause I'm the one who waits for you.
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done.
The door is closed, so are your eyes,
but now I see the sun.
Now I see the sun.Yes, now I see it.
What I've felt, what I've known.
Turn the pages, turn to stone.
Behind the door.Should I open it for you?
Yeah.What I've felt, what I've known.
So sick and tired, I stand alone.
Could you be there?
'Cause I'm the one who waits,the one who waits for you, oh.
What I've felt, what I've known.Turn the pages, turn to stone.Behind the door.Should I open it for you?(So I dub thee unforgiven.)

SO CLOSE NO MATTER HOW FAR
COULDN'T BE MUCH MORE FROM THE HEART
FOREVER TRUST IN WHO WE ARE
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

NEVER OPENED MYSELF THIS WAY
LIFE IS OURS, WE LIVE IT OUR WAY
ALL THESE WORDS I DON'T JUST SAY
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

TRUST I SEEK AND I FIND IN YOU
EVERY DAY FOR US SOMETHING NEW
OPEN MIND FOR A DIFFERENT VIEW
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY DO
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY KNOW
BUT I KNOW

SO CLOSE NO MATTER HOW FAR
COULDN'T BE MUCH MORE FROM THE HEART
FOREVER TRUST IN WHO WE ARE
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY DO
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY KNOW
BUT I KNOW

NEVER OPENED MYSELF THIS WAY
LIFE IS OURS, WE LIVE IT OUR WAY
ALL THESE WORDS I DON'T JUST SAY
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

TRUST I SEEK AND I FIND IN YOU
EVERY DAY FOR US SOMETHING NEW
OPEN MIND FOR A DIFFERENT VIEW
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY SAY
NEVER CARED FOR GAMES THEY PLAY
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY DO
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY KNOW
AND I KNOW
SO CLOSE NO MATTER HOW FAR
COULDN'T BE MUCH MORE FROM THE HEART
FOREVER TRUST IN WHO WE ARE
NO NOTHING ELSE MATTERS


(UH HUH.. YEAH.. & NOTHING ELSE MATTERS AS LONG AS WE'RE HAPPY BABY..)

~~~~~the 17th~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I just like to snap pictures of myself when no one else is looking..tsk..sk...anyway.. I just gt home from tan tock seng..

Really pity Wak zizah though.. her health retaliation is so bad that her facial structure is almost reduced to bones... i can only pray for her well being..
Wak zizah, please be strong.. u need will power to thrive on.. we can help u if u help yerself.. insyaalah, with all efforts produced, gods willing, you'll be much better.. please believe in yerself.. japs... me watching DIMENSI $ rite now.. will continue after this...

~untitled journey~

When the days starts to hit dark,
Darkness slowly prevails its colours,
thru the whispers of the cool night air,
She rushes herself over..
Though anticipation awaits to overcome the anxiety she's undertaking,
She's clouded by overwhelming emotions of uncertainty..
Disturbed and pertubed by her perception,
She's determined to diss it all away,
handling it along the journey..
Destiny awaits to rewrite its favorite song..


once again..

Whats it feel abt her?
Why does it feel for her?
When did it feel for her?
Where did it found her?
How did it find her?

What makes her missed it?
Why did she miss it?
When did she misses it?
Where did she realise it?
How did she feel?

So...
What is the story morning glory...?
Why did the story start?
When did the story start?
Where did the story happened?
How did the story happened?

its a riddle of the missing link..
Dun ask me..
i'm stil trying to answer and further probe the questions..

its a monday..

& i am having the blues..heheh..
nah.. jus so tired.. been feelng tired these few days, esp my legs..i wonder how i could ease off the strains...
anyway, these few days at work, i face dweird and cranky customers..haha..part and parcel of working rite??? bt i find it better sharing the funny incidences occured during my duty..
Once i served this indonesian family.. they were very warm & friendly of cuz ..asked me how old i am, abt my family & such... She was observing my face then suddenly she said i had a nice nose..(hehe.. that is so ironic.. back in secondary school, the seniors call me names such as 'si hidung kembang" meanning the flared nose).hahar.. acknowledge her comments but then she had asked where did i get my nose done..haiz.. this isnt the first occurence.. back where i was still working mango shaw, a few taitais did say the exact stuff abt my nose..hehe.. flattered though but i jus dun see any unique-ness in my features..(of cuz who wouldnt appreciate being called a pretty gal.haha)
Then i had served this 2 chinese gentlemen in choosing some polo ts.. i guess they had not checked the price upon payment.. so while i was tending to these men, i had conversed in mandarin also just to suit their linggo so that could catch some sales from them.. Back at the fitting room, i heard their conversation. They had this confused look on their face trying to justify my nationality.. haha.. kept looking at my face and my name tag.. then asked me whether i was chinese..sheesh.. he funny part was that after the fit of the tops, one of the men pointed a finger at me saying "number..number" then turned their gesture like a phone..haha.. gesture understood.ahakz. Humorously i replied," number cannot give, husband at hom.. he very big & fierce.." haha.. What a reply i gave.. thinking abt it, i grinned bad... At the cashier point, after realising the amt was $100+, they scratched their head.. haiz.. they must have thought it wouldnt amount up to that much.. In the end, one of em said, "you meinu pang wo men shie ifu, ke-i la.." hahar.. i guess the translation will be somethign like," got pretty girl help serve them, ok la" haiz.. the expression they blew to me was a cheeky one.. JOTOS BARU TAU!!
Well, these situations dun come evryday, but its like somthing to humor ourselves..
Feeling very sleepy rite abt now.. wondering whether Tcb will log in tonite..

boring saturday..

what a boring saturday today is at harborfront.. business was so bad it hurts..tsk.. tsk..my store was the last ranking for sales today.. damn that as really bad... hiaz.. reached home ard 12am and gut feelings told me i was not gonna be in time for the 'live' telecast.. haiz.. true it was.. only jeremy and aza was online.. where are the night owls & TCb?? dang.. feelin lonely now.. in the back of my mind, i was already calculating what i'd be geting for my coming pay..dang.. need to clear all my bills multiplied by 2 cuz , i guess you peeps knew abt the pathetic pay i got from my previous work place.. shit.. i hope i get it all covered bythe end of this month..
a. $400- parents
b.$200- dad
c.$80- insurance
d.$200- phone bills due for 2 months(M1)
e.$60- SingTel bill
f.$100- transport fares
g.$100- my glasses..
h.$80- my medication..

haiz..what a whooping amt as for now..m sweating a lil right now..hmm.. alot actually....add em all up and thats worth more than $1k in total..not a lil left for my own, i guess.. what to do.. this is a start..perseverance will pay off.. i'm not a bummer, so i uess with a strong willpower, i can make it...haha( i guess this calls for drumrolls of victory)
Dang.. i seriously think i can only enrol for my class 2b the following month.. shit.."so little time so much todo.." like arkarna's song goes.. this is me.. huge hopes but too few a time to accomplish.. how i wish i can be like peterpan.. always remain like a child.. with no issues of worri-able stuff like $$$, life etc.. fat hope sia..

Yeah.. so i creep!

Its my off day!!

hahar.. what an off day to start.. had to get up at 6.30am so i could drag myself out to a CUSTOMER SERVICE training at work by 7.30am.( didnt manage to meet that goal though).. that, i cant handle it..hehe.. imagine this.. i'm 24, & dad still pounds on my door to wake me up...hahar.. i only managed to drag myself out of bed at ard 6.50am.
after shower, got missed calls from amril dear.. hahar.. what else.. to wake me up also la..geezz.. well, no time to replyand i scooted off in hurry after petting on my last sroke of mascara on my lashes..(thats the fun part of being a women)heheh..
we get to make ourselves look pretty. OMG. hehe.. scurrying off, no doubt i'm still sleepy, i dun regret turning in late.. hehe.. cuz i get to "MEET" TcB online.. that sparked the smiles outta me.. caring, sweet, andhmm...always caughtem smokes. hah.. Shucks..TCB, an acronym i emphasized..hehe.. cant possibly put CB cuz that sounds vulgar and obscene.. haiz..wished i had a webcam, see TCB's movements and such. at least, the realism is there..Missed its presence & hoe it makes me feel.. i just cant say what i feel 2wards it..haiz..anticipatingits log in..
Well, where the hell is faizan's number...? i acidentally deleted it while clearing up some numbers in my mobile..he's supposed to be givin me a blanja..& i have to means to call him except his house number.. should i call or not..? scared his folks might get the wrong impression of me..haiz.. FAIZAN!! if yer out there, call me!!! U owe me a treat!! hee.. wonder what his scooter looks like.. 1 pm liao.. feelin god damn sleepy..haiz.. okpeeps, need to bed myself.. u'll be hearing more when i've freshen up..

Love, feez

no ones online.. haiz..
TCB, where art thou..?
2 lonely nights has passed,
left my hands ticking to silence..
are u angry or something..
left me clueless and send myself questions i cant answer..
your absense do mean something.. your presense means alot..
fly me a pigeon..
hpefully with a scroll attached..
make me smile at least..
i need to know..
cuz... i.. (just cant say it out)

Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let?s think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven?t I always loved you?


But when I need you
You?re almost here
And I know that?s
Not enough
But when I?m with you
I?m close to tears?
Cause you?re only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
won?t you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven?t I always loved you

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven?t I always loved you
But when I need you, you?re almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I?d left you)
And when I hold you, you?re almost here(Well I?m sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I?m with you, I?m close to tears?Cause I know I?m almost here)Only almost here

Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan
Dimana ada dia selalu ada aku

Dia memang manis
Dan juga baik hati
Dan dia slalu ada waktu
Untuk membantuku

Namun aku bingung
Ketika dia bilang cinta
Dan dia juga katakan
Tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

Cukuplah saja berteman denganku
Janganlah kau meminta lebih
Kutak mungkin mencintaimu
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Namun aku ada yang punya
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

Teman tapi mesra..
but i cant lie to myself..
of how i feel..

reached nome ard 11.15pm.. shuckss.... my legs feel so numb..was rushing home to on my msn,but dad was on it playin spider solitaire..hehe
He's so cute.. but i was impatiently awaitin for his time up so i can quickly sign in & if time aloows chat up with the norm..
TCB not ard.. guess TCB tired after the run..
sleep & rest well dearie.. if fate allows we'll 'meet' again..hehe.. i missed yer..

At work today, a customer complimented my smile.. also saying i had a nice dimple..
i dun have a dimple and never known to have one.. but this picture after the 'tegur' changed my opinion.. do i or do not have.. u peeps judge...

all i know is that bloggin is a destress column for me to pin out every remarkable thoughts, feelings and frustrations.. cuz i got no where to voice it out.. its a secret passage.. but still i cant voice it all out..
Dear god, make me a better person.. amin..

Seasons

How the snow falls softly...
As pure as white as can be
Untouched, yet I feel its delicate breeze
Passing by without ever realising
It will never be the same again...
And yet I am enchanted by it...
For I know I would not have it any other way
As your face echoes in my heart
I feel it stir up feelings of unsure clarity
My love, should I pretend and drift away...


Like the moon which lights your eyes,
Reflections of myself
I want to ride the stars up above, with you as my companion...
Our path lit by the brightest everclear destiny in the horizon...
There, as the earth shines in the morning and glows in the night
I know you'll always be there...right here in my sight
Though you're far far away in the distance...
Never to be a passing moment
If I could...I would reach out for you...I will hold you dear...


Oh how lonely my nights are...without the moon and stars near
As dark and cold as could be....Wintry winds embraces me in reason
Autumn rain weeps in for a changing season....
Will you be my Sunshine....
To shine as bright as can be...
That's how you are to me, lovely...
The oceans of tears, sad as can be...
In Melancholy, I wait in vain for the light...
As clear as the sea lit by the morning... bright...
My love for you is as deep as the depths of my heart
Like the sun, never apart
Fall into eternity, my love...
And I will catch you...
Like the drops of rain in my hands
It but slips away...
Please don't go away...


Cause I can't bear the coming of spring without you
For summer is so far away...
And snow is but the past, never to be in my arms again
Though I long for the snowflakes to fall in my palms...
It but melts and slips away...like the tears that come..
Shall I wait for the comfort of summer....
And be as happy and could be...
Or will I be like the wait of the change of seasons...
In vain, an uncertainty
For you are the one and only...
My shining spark in the autumn rain...
My beautiful white snow in winters again...
My clear blue skies in the rites of spring...
My sunshine and warmth of summer brings...
My one and only....
Reach out for me....
And the seasons will end...
And pass us by....

Eternally...

piece written by T.c.B

I'm feelin sexy
I wanna hear you say my name boy
If you can reach me
You can feel my burning flame
I'm feelin kind of n-a-s-t-yI might just take you home with me
Baby the minute i feel your energy
Your vibe's just taken over me
Start feelin so crazy babe
I feel the funk coming over me I don't know what's gotten into me
The rhythm's got me feelin so crazy babe

Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
We're gonna turn this party out
I know you want my body
Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
I see you look me up and down
And I came to party

You're so sexy, tonight I am all yours boy
The way your body moves across the floor
You got me feelin n-a-s-t-y
I might just take you home with me
Baby the minute I feel your energy
The vibe's just taken over me
Start feelin so crazy babe
I feel the funk coming over me I don't know what's gotten into me
The rhythm's got me feelin so crazy babe

Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
We're gonna turn this party out
I know you want my body
Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
I see you look me up and down

And i came to partyI love to love you baby
I love to love you baby I love to love you baby
Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
We're gonna turn this party out
I know you want my body
Tonight I'll be your naughty girlI'm callin all my girls
I see you look me up and down
And I came to party

love you. Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world.

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me.

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm gratefulTo have you by my side.
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feelTo breatheTo love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me DangerouslyI love youDangerously in love.

Love.. so many ppL use ur name in vain..those who have faith in u sometimes go astray..thru aLL the ups n down the joy n hurt. love.. for better or worse i'd still choose u first

Many days I've longed for you, wanting you Hoping for the chance to get to know you

At first you didn't mean that much to me, no But now I know you're all I need,ohThe world looks so brand new to me


haiz... can somebody please tell me what is true love?
What is love?
There's lot of conclusion webbings which'll expand its best to answer & still we wont be have the exact answers for keeps..
Is it meant to be as simple to run..?
is it supposed to be complicated?
is it ever meant to be played with...?
is it ever possible to share it..?

emotions...
are they controlled by the mind or by the heart...
to feel..
to be...
to think..
to react...
do they act together...?
or is it just sixth sense..?

is fate part of life or do we determine fate with love..?
does itmeant that even if we are with someone long enough, our heart can change its rhythm & love not impart on its former...?

i'm torn & lost..

---confused-----

i dunno why
i feel this way whenever TCB ard..
a kinda bubble i cant describe..
though its only thru electronic device..
what is this that i am feeling
for i could not describe with my own words..
Is it just mutual
or what..?
makes me feelnot lonely
makes me feel beautiful..
makes me feel that i'm always appreciated..
TCB, what are u..