~R.I.P Wak Zizah~

Wak zizah,
my only regrets is to never hug u tight enough..
i missed your cranky jokes..
miss the way you scold wak nasir in your joking manner..
miss the way you laugh...
miss the funny and 'dirty' sms jokes u sent..
Just almost all that you are..
I really only wished, you had been strong enuf to defy all those sickness you encountered..
If only you had heeded the doctors advise..
If only you had told someone abt what you were suffering from...
If only you had seeked treatment earlier..
See, i'm sorry i didnt cry a lot..
but that i did cry cuz my love ones are gone..
In less than 2 weeks time,
Its arwah grams kinah 1st year death anniversary..
I regret you didnt live long enough to see your grandchild being born..
Nana is due next month...
i'm missing grams evryday..
and now,
you have joined the list..

Wak zizah,
i really pray for your well being up there..
i pray that your life down under is 'tenang'..
i pray for your well being in the after life..
i pray to god to lessen your burden over there..
If you meet grams, could you please send my wishes to her...
I'm gonna miss you peeps alot..

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, maafkan la hamba mu ini ya allah..
kurniakan mereka ketenangan di alam mu ya allah..
bebaskan mereka dari siksaan kubur ya allah..
semoga roh roh mereka dicucuri engkau ya Allah..AMIN..