Devastation

The death of my loved uncle, pak wi, has set me thinking deep.... yup, thats him on the right.. 2 years ago, i cried for him, afraid of losing the jovial uncle that i had always loved all my life..he went into a deep coma, where even the doctors were saying he has no hope.. only to prove them wrong when he awoke from the coma.. how was i to forget that incident, where pak wi, Nisa and Arwah Nenek kinah all warded the same day...

When i thought u were getting better, y didnt u tell us about your health. i miss u every time cuz we lived so near yet its so hard for us to even meet... when i called u, its always off.. either that or u didnt answer my calls...

its such an eerie dejavu

u didnt say out ur problems, but u hinted the unhappiness of your marriage thru blunt remarks..
i am sad cuz u were not as happy as before ur marriage.. it hurts me to see u be so happy and jovial, but i can see u do not want to burden others with ur problems...

its eerie cuz on arwak wak zizah burial, u said u'll be next.. yet u laughed it off..
its eerie cuz u said u might not be able to see me getting married..
its eerie cuz u are really gone.. right now, i am feeling anxious cuz i have not seen ur body yet...

i pray with all my heart.. hope HE 'rahmati' ur soul in the after world.. its 8.59 pm. u're gonna be brought back at 8.30am tmr.. its gonna be more than 24 hours after that ur body will be able to get buried.. be patience dear.. we do not want ur burial delayed too.. but since the police are handling it.. i guess everything is in HIS hands.

feeza